Imaginaryland🅥tw:sensitive topics I still feel a lot of fear that my insicuritys will tell me that I'm a manipulator and a person who should not be trusted when im not any of that and I want to feel good about myself but I let my insicuritys get in my way because I just becuse im afraid of losing my online friends that I had lost my happiness cuz of negativity getting me a lot and I just wanted most people on YouTube that hate me for having f**tishes to babybottles bibs sippycups and diapers to accept me the way I am with the diperf***tish,baby,bibf***tish,babybottlef***tish,sippycupsf***tish and that's all I wanted from others that are not even considered my friends and I just want everybody to like that side of me but I realized that I can't controle what people think of me and I can't controle society nor socialmedias rules and guidelines and I also realized that the world dose not revolved around acceptence like that and people will juge me on YouTube,pixivi, my irl life,deviantart and twitch and insta and also twitter and patrion so that's why I burryed that part of me long ago and now I feel sad because that was not me at all after burying the f**tishes I listed in my vent since 2019 and I just wanted people to do acceptence and accept people for who they are even if the past of me can't get forgotten I just want the people in the past 2019 I hurted with my opinion bashing on Kirby and tawog to forget the past I did but I realized that it can't be forgotten in some peoples minds-imaginaryland
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