Fictfire Draxem"Are you real? Would I stay away from you?"
"Yes and no! However, the fire just now was indeed set by me, nya~"
I painted this 2 years ago, when I didn't have any access to the Internet out of China.
Before that I constructed a story about one dream, where I hugged my fursona Draxem's plush in bed. Suddenly a fire hit the pulsh and burnt it out, and the real Draxem showed up and hugged me. Then I woke up, only to find no Draxem but a teddy bear.
Didn't matter to me, of course. I'm a tulpamancer and Draxem had long been a sentient being. And I did have got some artistic creations of him, like my homemade clay model. "One fursona never feels what it feels like to be an artwork," I wrote in one of my song. Yet, I never could have imagined that, one furry uploader I knew on Bilibili, CangShengPN, turned out to also be a tulpamancer. And she used her money made from posting videos to buy her tulpa, XiQin, commission plushes.
It quaked. So hard.
I was totally shocked.
I deeply understand my wish to own a touchable, huggable Draxem.
Living in a poor family, commercial power fails me. I searched everywhere for any way I can make a plush myself, but no tutorial could be found.
"I'd write in my blood that I'm in need of one tutorial."
"They use their skills to make money, and not probably to make any tutorials. (doge)"
"Damn capital... (TAT)"
It felt like an eternal night.
This has not ended yet. Last night, under the star, through the hills, over walls, I found an access to the Internet out of China, into the globe. I reached out to YouTube and found something I've been dreaming of - a tutorial of how to make a fursona plush.
"You are a real maker! God bless you! <3"
Our story would proceed.
2024-10-14 06:05:13 +0000