tired

Excellent Shini

i'm tired

short answer:
- no functional bath
- roaches, bed bugs, and fleas on every surface at all times (including on me)
- heat wave making me sick
- strong dislike of roommate situation
- interrelationship hiccups
- once again having to pay most the bills myself
- sick animals
- out of 2/3 psych meds, unable to get more
- no car to get to doctors, pharmacy, ect.
- debts are piling up
- still waiting on the decision about ren's disability

and more.

if you want in on the streams since i'm rarely posting public announcements anymore, here's my discord: https://discord.gg/YAq3gPfN

if you wanna help:
Paypal: mailto:Duo.Groff@gmail.com
Ko-Fi: https://ko-fi.com/shinigamiofexcellence
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/shinigamiofexcellence
Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/2CE66WB1CWVZ9?ref_=wl_share

My current breakdown is way more manageable than before: rent ~ $400, electric ~$100, and internet about ~$100. I need about $600 a month to survive. Food is covered by stamps, we do not pay water or sewer. This is not counting anything else. Yes, this is the _entire_ household's bills. Yes, i am currently responsible for that. No, i'm not happy about it.

I'm gonna be posting things from my backlog. i have so many things saved i just never had energy to post/was afraid to post cause "wHeRe aRe tHe cOmMs?!1"

yes, i sound angry and short-tempered. it's because i am. i have no energy to keep doing this bullshit. i'm sick of having to beg. i'm sick of keeping people waiting. i'm sick of being behind on everything and of having parasites crawl on me in the night and of my animals being sick and not being able to care for them. i'm sorry. i'm trying.

@everyone @edenfall

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2024-06-17 10:41:03 +0000