korblborpso the other day - July 6th - i turned 37. thank you automated email from newgrounds for correcting my math, i thought it was 38, whew. started this year with a nice set of goals, have failed spectacularly so far. art output is way down, as anyone paying attention will have noticed. i am still on the stack of paper i pulled out in October, ffs. i just... haven't felt myself, felt very odd, in a way i can't define. it took me four days to finish this doodle, for crying out loud, and it shouldn't have. it's the depression reasserting itself, i know, but it's different than the empty apathy, distance, and despair of before. idk
it's not like the imagery isn't in there, it's just the impulse to reach for a pencil is failing. i need some art prompts or something...
2023-07-10 17:46:50 +0000