Birthday anniversary piece -- except it doesn't feel like one at the moment.
Stuff happened at work (can't say here) that I want out. I don't feel like I'm moving anywhere with my life this 5-6 years despite all the stuff I learned. I want to change my job but nothing seems to stick where I live.
Thinking about doing commission but I don't know if I can handle it - much less where to begin.
Maybe I'm not good at this or I'm thinking too much.
I noticed I swing between being content/silly and angry more often recently. Last Friday I slammed my stylus really hard on the tablet repeatedly while thinking about new briefing from work. Working remotely in isolation for whole career is now doing weird things to me.
Funny I'm sure I am the only one in my (very limited) circle of real-life undergrad. friends who land a job in game dev. Not sure if it's a good or bad thing.
2022-09-12 17:16:50 +0000